Thursday, January 25, 2007
The People Who Make Me Smile =)
One Last Breathe @ 5:17 PM
Sunday, January 21, 2007
The World feels like a weird place.
Everything's like so jumbled up.
And i just cant put all the puzzle pieces together.
It's gonna take a long time to do it.
To go back to the way it was before,
it's gonna take a miracle.
Just feel like i can't go on like this.
...........
One Last Breathe @ 3:35 PM
Friday, January 12, 2007
Recovering from a major setback.
But Life's going pretty much the same as it was back a long time back.
Just that i got more free time then i thought.
Time to catch up with things i wanted to do.
Well got nothing much to update on.
Anyways was waking back with ant one day i shot this.
Kina cool actaully.
=)
One Last Breathe @ 11:20 PM
Monday, January 01, 2007
2006 just ended a while ago.
But i'm just feeling so like crap now.
2007 feels like for me as it never ever even kick started for me.
It's just feel so much different.
Last year i had a blast celebrating new year.
But this year i had to go out for sailing.
That was still managable.
But thinking that you just lost someone you love, that just sucks.
2007 just feels so fucked up.
I'm really stressed big time.
I got the best Christmas present i can ever ask for.
And i don't feel like thanking anyone for it.
I'm just not myself this few days.
I think it's goin to take some bloody miracle to make me feel okie.
This feeling of low esteem, i never felt before.
I mean how can someone live when he feels like shit.
That's exactly how i feel.
Just when you think you find the thing you like the most,
It just turns it's back on you and that's it.
It ends just like that.
I've tired to talk so many times and it does not help.
I've got no freaking clue what to do.
I don't what the fuck i'm syaing after typing all this.
But i'm just so fucking stressed.
Please someone help me alright.
God i just hope i can turn back time or something.
It seems to me i did too many mistakes.
Can i please reverse back time?
And put things like that way it was suppose to be?
What the fuck did i do wrong ?
Was i unfaithful?
Was i not Caring enough?
Was i not a good guy?
Was i hard person to talk to ?
Was i an idiot?
Did i ever not like you ?
What the hell did i freaking do?
ARGhhhhhh i just feel like shit now alright.
Life's never going to be the same, Ever.
I'm so pissed with myself.
Sorry guys i just feel like this is the worst Christmas and New Year ever.
Seriously, there will be a time when you felt it too.
Well my time is now...........
One Last Breathe @ 7:45 PM
